Amaris Is Here
To my past self, I’ve made it this far. To my future self, I hope you prospered and are looking back on this as an affirmation. We are still here, right now, in this moment.
Sorry Sorry Sorry
I can be a bit… overwhelming for some people. I’m an introvert, until it comes to someone I love or admire. There are friends of mine whom I simply adore (I’m tearing up thinking about them right now), and if I ever get the chance to meet them, I will want to kiss them, squeeze them, and be around them constantly. That might make me sound a bit overzealous and quite a bit clingy, but there are two things you…
I’m Sorry, Boy George
I am sorry. I do not want to hurt you. That seems an odd opening statement to make, you think? Stick with me and I’ll explain, it’s all very simple. See, way back in my younger days before I really started listening to the LGBTQIA+ community (and my own heart), I would make light of real and serious issues within the community, or anything perceived as being a part of that community. I used to make the effeminate jokes, do…
A Beautiful Sunday And Nowhere To Go
Days like today drive me crazy. It was beautiful outside. The sun was shining, the air was warm, and people were out and about. Of course, I saw this from inside the house, and then later when I drove to a restaurant to pick up dinner. The drive was marginally better, because I could open up the sunroof on my car, and turn up Jefferson Starship while I drove down the street. For a few seconds, at least, I felt…
Technically, It’s True
Did you know that if you die, you no longer have to worry about anything anymore? On top of that, no one can come after you for anything, either. No bills, no family trouble, no debt collectors, no body aches or pains, you’re free from all of it. Of course, conversely, you’re also dead. Currently, I’m trying to figure out a way to have the best of both worlds, and so far all I can come up with is ascending…
A Bit Concerned
I’ve been just a bit concerned lately. Just this evening, I experienced my 65th anxiety attack since the beginning of the year. They’ve ranged from disconcerting to brain numbingly chaotic, though mostly the former. I shake all of the time now. There isn’t one day where I’m not trembling in some way. This past week, my arms and legs have been getting numb, for a few minutes at a time, and I don’t know why. I have been getting pains…