Month: May 2015

  Hello, my friends (both of you), This will be my last entry in this blog. Have no fear, I’m not about to do something drastic to myself, it’s just that I have no desire to continue this blog. I haven’t decided yet whether I’ll leave it here, or delete it, but I do want…

I don’t think I belong in this world. Either I was born too soon, or too late, or too human, or not human enough. Unfortunately, as far as I’m aware, this is the only world there is, so there really is no place for me to be. What an awful feeling.

I am closer to the Sun than I am any of my dreams. Of course, dreams are intangibles, ethereal wants and desires that may or may not come to pass based on a combination of chance, happenstance, and relationships with others. The Sun, on the other hand, is a massive G-type star that would engulf…

I call this poem I wrote “Tack and Tangent”:   Winding, wisping, whipping wind, come down upon a sunny sky, and trees abreast the blowing breeze, sing psalms and succor sweetly sigh, a hurricane of warming chills, and woven, reaching daffodils, a summer storm, no heart could fill, the love of living lost to will….

I have a migraine, my chest has been hurting, I’m sick at my stomach, and I just feel awful, and that’s on top of the already metric ton of stress that has been on me lately (by lately I mean the past 5 years). Hooray, life. Sometimes I wonder why I ever fought for it…